I need a Break

T.G.I.F - Thank God It's Friday. The week had been too tiring especially yesterday evening. Finally it rained heavily in Delhi (NCR) last evening. Everybody was so happy to feel the rain after such a long time of unbearable hot weather. But the problem started when we left the office. Streets were clogged with water and jammed with vehicles. As most of the working shifts get over by 6 p.m. everybody was rushing back home and it took us around 3 hours to reach the home and left us exhausted. I had my dinner and jumped into the bed as there was no energy left to do anything else. Then Alarm rang at 6:15 am. First I felt like what the hell is this? I 'm not going to Office. But, as we all know Corporate Bitches can't be lazy all the time. I got up, got ready for the office and boarded the cab.

Now I'm feeling too exhausted to do any work. Still working, so that I can enjoy my weekend, relaxing in my couch, watching movies, eating momos.... oooohhhhhhhhhh... Feeling sleepy now.. I think I need to go, grab a cup of Coffee...

Happy Weekend to you all :) Enjoy. Will be back soon.

Loneliness Kills Me

Sitting Alone in my office department on my seat, I am feeling soooo scared deep down inside. Not Scared of any ghost or Lizard (My phobia), but I am scared of the loneliness. As nobody has arrived yet, I am alone in the department, doing my work. But negative thoughts are constantly clouding my mind, all the insecurities shrinking my heart and making me feel so helpless. To avoid that negative thing, I tried to distract my thoughts to something else, read some blogs, wrote some content, did some usual reporting stuff but all in vain. That feeling of loneliness is there. And one thing I must admit I am Scared of it.

Though I am a reserved person, become choosy while making friends but I need people around me to feel alive. Otherwise, I feel so scared and low. I avoid such kinda situation in which I may be left alone, but if I am alone all these negative thoughts keep coming to my mind. Thank God, one of the colleagues has arrived... Feels like life has come back. And yeah thanks to Blogging that I can take it out by writing. See ya Guys.

Some Questions

As I have nothing much to write these days. Here is a questionnaire (which I found on one of my Blogger friend's Blog), I am filling on my Office Desktop just to kill the remaining 15 mins. of my working hours.. Hope It helps :)

Q: When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
A: My skin has become so Oily.

Q: How much cash do you have in your wallet right now?
A: Rs. 465

Q: What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?
A: Boar

Q: What is your favourite ring tone on your phone?
A: What's Go'in On from "Salaam Namaste"

Q: Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
A: My Mother

Q: What are you wearing right now?
A: Salwaar Kameez

Q: Do you label yourself?
A: I dont understand

Q: Name the brand of the shoes you currently own?
A: Bata

Q: Bright or Dark Room?
A: Bright. I'm scared of Darkness.

Q: What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
A: Don't know him much.

Q: What does your watch look like?
A: I dont wear watches

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
A: Chatting with my Mom

Q: What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
A: Some advise on life

Q: What’s a word that you say a lot?
A: Anyways

Q: Who told you he/she loved you last? (Please exclude spouse , family, children)
A: My M.C.A Batch Mate

Q: Last furry thing you touched?
A: Cant remember

Q: Favorite age you have been so far?
A: 21-24 (When I was doing my Post Graduation)

Q: What was the last thing you said to someone?
A: Was discussing stuff with a Dashing, handsome Hunk sitting next to me. (I have a huge Crush on him these days)

Q: The last song you listened to?
A: Aaja Aaja Dil Nichode ... from Movie "Kaminey"

Q: Where did you live in 1987?
A: Meerut, India

Q: Are you jealous of anyone?
A: I am jealous of all the girls who look more beautiful than me :) HeHeHe Just Kidding...

Q: Is anyone jealous of you?
A: Don't think so.

Q: Name three things that you have on you at all times?
A: My mobile... Goggles... My wallet...

Q: What’s your favorite town/city?
A: There are many... But Goa, and Gangtok in India top the list

Q: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
A: I can't remember.

Q: Can you change the oil on a car?
A: Nope

Q: Your first love/big crush: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
A: He got Married :)

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: Yup ! My Legs ..

Q: What is your current desktop picture?
A: A Couple sailing on a Boat..

I love Bitching :)

One of the most prominent change that I have noticed these days is I love to bitch and rant. Yeah, slowly and gradually I have developed this habit of bitching and ranting all the time. Be it my workplace, home or any get together, I am always bitching about someone or ranting about something. Like at my workplace I bitch about other departments, colleagues, the meal they offer, the transport system and much more. At home I rant about, how my job sucks, how I feel bad about spending around 4 hours in the office cab. I know many people who are working face the same situation. But I feel as if it all is happening to me.

Like the day my best friend dropped me to my office. The moment I got into the car, I started bitching about people, ranting about my work schedules. And he was smiling all the time. He's such a cool person. I wonder how does he keep his calm when he's facing the same problems. But he hardly complains about work and cabs and I always do the same. LOL. Anyways, bitching is something I'm doing since my college days, but I think I must stop complaining about small things.

Some Changes

So, finally after struggling for almost 3 years in evening shifts. We are assigned to work in Normal day shift (9am - 6pm) and today's the second day. It's really tough to stay awake nowadays as my body needs some time to adjust to this routine I suppose. Feeling very sleepy right now, not able to concentrate but happy about the new change as time passes fast in this routine. As earlier I used to reach home around 1 am. Everyone at home used to fall asleep and by the time I use to wake up, my folks were usually out for the Work. It was quite depressing to see your folks only on Weekends.

Though it take time to reach home nowadays because of the traffic jam, but a smile on my mom's face after a hectic day gives me the feeling that at least someone is happy. I miss watching my favorite daily soaps, but I can watch them anytime at U tube. Thanks to Mr. Google. I am happy about some other things as well. Like finally I bought Laptop last month, Now I can surf net whenever I want :)