100 Truths about ME

Here is an interesting questionnaire I found on one of my friends' Blog. If you really want to know more about me, just read on.


1. Last beverage: Banana Shake
2. Last phone call: My friend, Sonia
3. Last text message: From one of my colleagues
4. Last song you listened to: Mitwa from Kabhi Alwida Na Kehna
5. Last time you cried: 2 weeks back, I think.

HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? No
9. Lost someone special? Yes.
10. Been depressed? Yes. Few times.
11. Been drunk and threw up? No.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Blue
13.Lemon
14.Pink

HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, Many times :)
18. Met someone who changed you: A few
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Two. A girl and a Boy
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: When I was a kid, But now I love it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing much, Distributed sweets in my team.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8:15 A.M.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking to my Sister
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Nothing
30. Last time you saw your father: Today
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want someone to truly love me and be there with me for rest of the Life.
32. Most visited web page: Facebook

Whats your:
33. Name: Aruna
34. Nicknames: Tensi
35. Zodiac sign: Leo
36. Male or female or transgendered: Female
37. Elementary: Don't know
38. Schools: Guru Tegh Bahadur Public School
39. Colleges: Rajdhani College, Delhi University
40. Hair color: Dark Brown
41. Long or short: Medium
42. Height: 5'1''
43. Do you have a crush on someone? No
44. Ever been in love? Yes
45. Piercings? Ear piercings
46. Tattoos? No
47. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
48. First surgery: Never, thank God for that
49. First piercing: When I was 14, as far as I remember.
50. First best friend: Yogita
51. First sport you loved: Badminton
52. First pet : No Pets
53. First vacation: Kullu Manali
54. First concert: no
55. First crush: One of my classmates, When I was in 3rd standard

RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: Nothing
57. Drinking: Nothing
58. I'm about to: Get back to my Work
59. Listening to: Nothing
60. Waiting for: Tonight, As I have to go and see my friend.

YOUR FUTURE :
61. Want kids? Yes
62. Want to get married? Yes
63. Careers in mind? Any peaceful job where I can earn money as well as give time to my family.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Taller
67. Older or Younger: Older (than me that is)
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneously Romantic
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
70. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Nice one.

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: No
74. Lost glasses/contacts: No, I hardly loose my belongings.
75. Sex on first date: Never!!
76. Broken someone's heart: Yup, Twice or Thrice.
77. Had your own heart broken: Yes
78. Been arrested: No
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died: Yes
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? You mean attracted to...NO!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: Yes
82. Miracles: No
83. God: Yes
84. Love at first sight: No
85. Heaven: No
86. Santa Claus: No
87. Kiss on the first date? No
88. Angels: No
89. Devils: Yes...few of the species

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? No
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Never. Won't.
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? No
93. Among your blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? No one
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? Never

Associate with someone you know:
96. White: My friend, Sonia
97. Black: A.K.
98. Pink: Priya
99. Red: Alps

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? YES

My First Ever Guest Blog Post

Today I have something to share with you all. Yes, I am very happy and excited for writing my first ever Blog post as a Guest Blogger on Ms. R's Blog. First of all I would like to congratulate Ms. R on completion of her 100th post and then thanks to the Lady, who gave me the pleasure to write a Blog Post for her. I'm soooo excited. And would like you all read my Post titled "Longing" on her Blog. Please do express your views, as they are the most important source of motivation...

Hazaaron khwaishein aisi ki har khwaish pe dam nikle, Bahut nikle mere armaan lekin phir bhi kam nikle

English translation: A thousand desires so strong, you’d die for each one, Many were quenched, but many remain undone

Love Is Magic ....

So, early morning, Me and my buddy had a short conversation. He was convincing me on how lucky I am being single while I was trying to prove him that he has his own benefits of being in a relationship. Really, sometimes, if we keep aside marriage, career and possessiveness, then how beautiful it feels being in love. Just the two of you know, how deeply you care about the other person. Those short messages, calls, leg pulling make us feel so special. At least someone is there who belongs to your soul. Nobody can snatch away those special moments, memories and feelings from you. Really it feels great to be in love and lo be loved by the one whom you love. And as I always say and believe: "Love is Magic"and nobody knows when this magic leaves you with memories you will cherish for lifetime. So, Keep Loving and Keep Rocking.

Love,
Ann

Rant...

yesterday had been one of the worst days .. when I was upset whole day. in d morning I had a fight wid my husband and we both ended up not speaking to each other. sometimes I think about why we come under our parent's pressure and tie ourselves wid a person we do not love or respect. I know he loves me and cares for me but sometimes his arrogance and dominance is beyond my tolerance. by the end of the day, he again pinged my mil (mother-in-law) wid something I didn't like. these mils are impossible to understand sometimes. my mother in law gives me so many instructions everyday day that it becomes difficult for me to live freely. I am consioous everytime dat i might . I would not say that she is a bad person, but she wants everything according to her. nd it has started irritating me. I try to keep my patience but now am loosing it.

I feel guilty also dat dont i want to stay with my in laws? but they create such situations that we start disliking dem. anyways, it was such a bad day. nd on top of dat, I dreamt about my ex. I often see him in my dreams . Do i still love him. I he was d one I loved, then y destiny didnt got us together. Thought all da day about him. Where he has been. Does he also miss me nd how much. These thought often come to my mind

Is life dat tough or we over react much.

PS: pls ignore typo.

Zindagi Gulzar Hai

I would start this post with an Urdu quote that very much relates to my situation these days.

"Achhe waqto ki tammmanna me rahi umren rawaan; waqt aisa tha ki bas naaz uthate guzra"

Meaning: Most of the times we imagine and wait for the best times to come, but the time has its own terms and conditions, and leaves us unfulfilled and unsatisfied.

It's happening with me since past few years; I am looking forward to the future rather than living in the present. Before marriage I wanted to get married, I got married, and then I wanted everyone to love me, accept me, worked for it and succeeded to some extent. The I was waiting for my baby, worrying all the times, how I would be able to manage; many thoughts used to come to my mind, like; will I be able to adjust well with my in laws? (as I had to shift to my in laws place with the baby), she came bought happiness, I shifted to my in law's place, everything happened and taken care of well. Some days bought bad moods, post natal depression while others were happy and really satisfying.

Then I started waiting when will I go back to my own home, to my husband where I can live as per my convenience, counted days, and still counting….

But in all this I forgot that I have to live and cherish this phase also. Although I enjoy company of my daughter, my mother in law but somewhere in back of my mind, I have always been looking forward for the best times.

But now, something is changing; I have started thinking by keeping myself in their shoes.

So, what about those thoughts of going back??

I have come to the conclusion, that every time has its own share of happy moments and sad ones too (which won’t matter after a while), then why do we always wait for the perfect time to come?

I think there is no perfect time, it’s only our way of perceiving it.

PS: Zindagi Gulzar Hai :)

Loads of Love,

Annie